As you know this blog is normally all positive and I do like to bring out the positivity in people, but at the moment I feel like shite.

I feel rubbish health wise (something is wrong and I don’t know what it is), job hunting (everyday im looking and im getting more and more sad), friends (they’re unwell and I want to make them better), selfish (my birthday is always overlooked by my friends and yet again this one was as well), job (really don’t want to go back to work tomorrow) and holiday (I want to book a holiday but work will not let anyone, which is absolutely ridiculous). Relationships (I want to be in one and im so lonely at the moment), I also want to be a size 14 again.

Anyone got anything positive or uplifting to say?