Oh hi. So I’ve now got the keys to my flat and I’m honestly not excited. I dont know why. When I’ve told people that I’m renting they always come across like “oh only renting, you havent bought yet?”. Mate seriously. I’m also freaking the FUCK out at not being able to afford to live, damaging someone else’s property. I’m honestly not excited or happy about it all. I absolutely know I should be, but I cant snap out of this. Anyone else get like this?