Feeling better today, still very tired from the moving out. Really encouraged by all of the lovely messages that I have had from my friends.
Said to my mum today that I am ok about moving out but im not happy or excited, I just have no emotion for it at the moment.
Moved quite a lot of stuff into the flat now, and it is starting to feel homely. I still have a sense of “what the fuck have I done?” but I guess that will go over time… i hope.
I will probably be fully moved in by the weekend, so will see what will happen during the week.
Bring it on.
Ps – as you have noticed, the past 2 posts aren’t my usual style but just slightly reverting back to why I made this blog originally and it was to clear my mind.