Hi you lovely lot, well lol i’ve been quite quiet on here haven’t I? Reason being, I haven’t had the need to be. My blog was there to put down those thoughts that have been negative mostly and lately I have been the complete opposite. Well, apart from the car accident, the plumbing problems, endless fillings falling out and slight mental breakdowns at work.
Anyway, how have you all been? I thought I’d pop in a post to let you know what’s been going on in my life.
As you can see from the title, “it all works out in the end” and it certainly does. I am finally not single anymore! Yes, me, the one that has been single for 10 years. I’ve found someone who makes me seriously happy, and I honestly didn’t have to look far at all… he is my best friend.
This year, I thought I would get back into adding my happy moments into my positive jar. I did this a while back and really enjoyed when I opened it up again at the end of the year. I thought now more than ever, I need a bit more positive in my life.
Much like everyone else this year, I have found this year to be tough. It’s drained me emotionally and physically. I think would have thought 2020 would have been absolutely stressful and hard anyway without a bloody worldwide pandemic.
This is a more of a personal post for the above question, as I rarely get angry. I am a happy go lucky person, and as I’ve said I don’t often get angry, I get frustrated and I get annoyed but I don’t get angry. Angry is a word, that when I think about it I see red, I see frustration and annoyance together, I see something that you cannot control your emotions over. I see hurt.
There are two times I have got seriously angry in my life.
Guys, I am going to be honest here, I cry easily. I swear lockdown has done something to my emotions which has put me into such an emotional state. Has it affected anyone else or am I just being pathetic? I always feel like having a good old cry is the best thing you can do to release any emotions. I attended a funeral the other week, and the family of the deceased (very close friends) all didn’t cry. To me, I found that just really intriguing as I felt like I was crying a thousand rivers over their dads passing.
But honestly what makes me cry? I’ve cried at people clapping the NHS on the telly, an advert, songs, of course films but the worst type of cry is the frustration and angry cry.
Does anyone else do this, if you’re angry or frustrated you cry? I’ve done it a work at few times, or even when im trying to win an argument and im just so pent up with frustration that I cry. It makes me feel pathetic but I honestly cannot help it.
I do believe that crying is good for the soul. Cry as much as you want, ive even bloody cried down the street before. I am just an emotional person. I can keep it in and appear cold hearted if I want to be, but I find it so difficult. I find that if I don’t have a good cry then it affects my mental health and then its a vicious circle isn’t it.
So here’s a video that has actually been made to make you cry. Lets see how long you last.