It’s nearly finished, my first year of being 30 and it’s been different lets say.
This year I thought I would have a lot of shit together. In my childhood, teenage and even 20’s I thought 30 year old me would have a lot of shit together, but I don’t and I don’t think many 30 year olds do. I remember when I was younger thinking that 30 year olds do, and really we are all still looking for an adult.
Over the past year, I haven’t blogged that much as I have either, not been in the mood for it, been too busy or too overwhelmed.
Hopefully this will change in 2020. New decade new me? I doubt it.
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I saw this post on pinterest, where someone was looking to ask people questions about themselves where you have to dig a little deeper. So I thought I would give it a go, as it’s just something fun to pass the time.
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Well this is a bit different isn’t it?
fyi, this is a super long post… im sorry but also not.
As you may or may not know the past few months in my life have been a bit, bonkers shall we say. It seems that in my life, things happen in a pattern where I have a day of absolute hell, then 3 days later something positive happens.
For example, in 2011 we were on holiday and we received a phone call to state that my lovely Grandad had passed, and 3 days later I got into uni and got the grades I had to get! This year, it unfortunately happened again – my Nan passed away and I got a call I never thought I would receive, from the BBC…
Continue reading “One tweet can change everything.”
It’s that time of year again, the awkward stage between Autumn and Winter season and what is a girl to do?
Around this time of year is where all the girlies and of course some lovely boys get out their extra thick woolly jumpers, their gorgeous new coats, hats, scarves and gloves and pretend to look so glamorous yet not look cold and very hot at the same time. So I thought I would put together some of the essentials which I always have around this time of year, with of course some new additions.
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Hi my lovelies, I hope that you are well…
I seem to have come full circle as to the purpose of this blog. I first started it many years ago, as I was going through counselling to help me with my grieving of my lovely Nan. I didn’t know what to do with my emotions and how to speak with people, but ever since having this blog and a bit of anonymity via my twitter, I have been able to speak my mind. Now, whether you listen or not is another thing but in my head you are all helping me.
For nearly 1 year now, my lovely other Nan has been deeply unwell with cancer and she took the decision a few months back to state that she did not want any help, and we had to learn to respect that decision – you can read my thoughts about this here – so in my head I have been grieving for sometime now.
Continue reading “I wasn’t ever ready to say goodbye”