We are lucky and we do not know it.

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We are so lucky with our friends and family we do not even know it:

Part of my job over the past months have entailed listening to people going through their complaints about their life. I sometimes take emergency social services calls. Of course I will not go into particular calls as that just isnt correct at all. But it has made me realise as to how lucky I am, sometimes when I am feeling down or I think my parents are so unfair – I think of the children’s cases in which I have listened to and had to write about.

It sickens me to think that some people are out there.

I know that this is not my usual type of blog, but it just aggravates me to think that some people take their family and friends for guarantee. We aren’t ones that are being physically and emotionally abused.

I have had as you can tell a rubbish week and that’s why I have not been updating as much.

Two close family friends have passed away in the space of 5 days and I am just emotionally drained. I cannot deal with death well (to be honest who can), but I take death registration calls everyday and yet personal deaths I can cry for ages.

My Nan passed away in 2011 and it was pretty much the worst day of my life, I remember falling to my knees crying my heart out when my Dad told me over the phone. Then having to go to my brother’s work and to tell him, I didnt even say anything but he just saw me and ran towards me ( i think he was even serving someone at work at the time lol) but to this day I feel sick when I think about that day, I still cry when I think about her. Death just no.

Argh, horrible post horrible post. Next post will be nice – I promise.