Trying to eat healthy.

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Eurgh I am definitely the heaviest I have ever been and with Greece holiday coming up in July this stomach needs to go!! QUICK!! I am finding it very hard so tips and tricks would be amazing, I cant do anything strenuous as my neck and nerves are messed up – which means that I wouldnt be able to move my left side (wonderful I know!!)

So I am trying to do more walking, getting into walking faster haha – lots more water, I am trying more smoothies in which my favourites definitely have to be:


God these are amazing, I have only tried the green one and the berry one so far as they are not as big in the UK at the moment and I have the mango one in the fridge in which I cannot wait to try. I am also trying not to eat after 9pm and inbetween meals which is becoming hard especially as I am a wonderful comfort eater.

I will get the home exercise DVDs out soon and last time I really enjoyed doing them, so I am hoping that I will have the same enthusiasm.

I am definitely not looking to be like a size 10 as I don’t think I have ever been a size 10 lol but I would like to be a size 14 again I felt amazing that size, currently I am size 18-20. More an 18 but I like to wear baggy clothing.

Eurgh, damn you media – but also damn you mind for eating.

Any tips would be seriously appreciated.


My dream.

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My dream is to just be happy.

Happiness comes in many forms, I am not the type of girl who wants the designer clothes, the fashion lables, all the expensive handbags, shoes etc. I like the simple things in life. I do like the cheap clothes, I always look at the price beforehand even though I absolutely love the clothing, if its too expensive I feel that its not right for me.

I would like in 5 years time, to be settled down with someone, to have my own house/flat/bungalow haha I don’t mind what, as long as I am not surround my druggies and really rude/loud people I will be fine.

I want my friends to realise that I am here in the background, even though there is now this distance and they’ve all gone off with their boyfriends. I guess appreciation would also be nice, I know I know selfish!!

Is it just me or is that too hard?

OHHHHHH and also to be thinner!! God I would love to be thinner haha. 2014 is my year.