One tweet can change everything.


Well this is a bit different isn’t it?

fyi, this is a super long post… im sorry but also not.

As you may or may not know the past few months in my life have been a bit, bonkers shall we say. It seems that in my life, things happen in a pattern where I have a day of absolute hell, then 3 days later something positive happens.

For example, in 2011 we were on holiday and we received a phone call to state that my lovely Grandad had passed, and 3 days later I got into uni and got the grades I had to get! This year, it unfortunately happened again – my Nan passed away and I got a call I never thought I would receive, from the BBC…

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So excited!!










Either today or tomorrow my best friend in the entire world will be having her second baby and it will be another girl, I just cannot wait at all. We have been through so much together, we first met at University in 2007 and have not looked back, we have never argued, we live over a 2 and a half hours away from each other but we talk every day and try and see each other as much as possible!

She has always wanted to be a mum and she is the best, she tries so hard. She is still with her boyfriend (who hmm I am not too keen on – but it’s probably because I am protective and he has never taken the time to get to know or meet me). Together we have gone through boys, dating, marriage splits, sickness and the downsides as well such as her mentally abusive boyfriend who I lived with as well in the Uni house and finally her many attempts of overdoses and suicides. I was always there.

I love her family to pieces and I just cannot wait for another little Princess in the world, if she is anything like the first daughter she will be the cutest (yes very one sided I know!!)

I don’t know what I would do without her.


Her first daughter she first told me I remember January 2011 it was a few days after my Nan’s death and I was having the absolute worst time at work, I was so emotional and I actually went up to the break room and checked my phone – loads of missed calls saying “call me as soon as possible”. My first thought shit something has gone wrong and she said she was pregnant. I have never been in so many emotions in the space of 5 minutes, from going from crying with heartbreak to crying with happiness was wonderful. I didn’t tell anyone for ages and kept it like that until my brother thought something was up haha.

The second time, again I was having such a shitty time at work the parents were away and it was just me and my brother and I was on my break and again texts and texts this was July 2013 and she said “I havent even told my sister yet … but…….. im pregnant!!” I was just like OHMYGOD. How does she do this to me everytime. Yet again I was told to keep quiet again of course, but I must be awful because my brother worked out something again a few days later, but this time we kept the secret from parents haha!

I cannot wait, I am still unsure with many health conditions that I have if I would be able to ever have children, so I think it’s always a blessing, especially if it’s your best friend’s child.

Bring on the next 24-48 hours!!!!!